I knew that it was going to hurt…but I never thought it was going to hurt this much

The last thing I want is for me to lose him…but I think I already have

He makes it harder and harder each day for me to breathe. He makes me want to write a love song. He makes the stars shine brighter and the moon look bigger. He slowly peeled back the hard layers of my heart and made it skip a beat. He brings a smile to my face everyday. He’s caring, sweet, lovable, kind, giving, encouraging, talented, and AMAZING… He’s my whole entire world.
All he wants to do is to care and love ME. Of all the beautiful girls in the world he chose me. I don’t understand why he would love me when he could have anyone else in this world. I’m undeserving of this perfect person in my life.